So, I decided to divorce. This decision was the hardest in my life, but I managed to make it. I clearly understand that the next year or two will be very hard. I understand that I will need to learn how to live from the very beginning.
No one knows if he has made the right decision and will not regret it in the future, because breaking off a nine-year relationship is not as easy as it may seem. However, it will be a new life with new feelings, new emotions and new discoveries.
Getting divorced is really very hard both physically and emotionally. I am sure I will beat myself for breaking the commitment of marriage and I will learn how to live alone again. I will probably have hesitations whether I can find new love again.
Every divorce has a bad person and in this case it is obvious that this bad person is me. But I can do nothing with this decision, I am tired of feeling hopeless in this relationship. I understand that every relationship is like a roller coaster, however everything has its own limit.
To say the truth, being alone has a lot of benefits. For example, I can date other men, I can flirt without hesitation, I can do what I actually want and nobody will say a word to me. It can be a real fun, I know this.
I can find a new hobby, the one which I did not have enough time for before. I will improve my body and my appearance. I will go to the gym and make a new hairstyle. The time of new opportunities is waiting for me.
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However, I also understand that sometimes I will miss my previous life, by ex and our daily routine. It is unavoidable. Sometimes it will be very sad and I will even cry. I can even regret that I made such decision.
It will be a very hard time for me. I wish myself more strength. I am not the first woman that decided to get divorce. It will be really challenging for me, but I hope I will find new life better and will enjoy. The only thing that I want now is moving forward in my life.
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